Wasting Time
So I saw a video a few days ago that really resonated with me, it was about how much time we waste doing stuff that we think we enjoy, but deep down makes us loathe ourselves; You know I'm talking about Youtube. I've spent a lot of the last 5 years watching videos on there under the guise of "Expanding my mind" - Yeah right, how does the 69th compilation of some stupid vines expand anything? Sometimes I get this feeling like a clock is ticking inside of me and I don't know what it's ticking down to or how long is left to go; A friend of mine (Dave, a true blue Australian hero) says that that's just what anxiety feels like. So am I subconsciously tapping my watch to myself saying "Hey idiot, stop wasting your fucking life and achieve something"? Maybe. It's hard to lie to yourself because deep down you know when something is a lie and when I think I'm wasting my life I don't get the feeling that I'm wrong. So anyway back to this ...